Monday, January 15, 2007

2dae... went tu Kovan wif Teck Wai ... den she can't make it .. was quite sad over tt ... wanna c her...

when i sms her ... she say i miss Jomelle ... was really shocked n sad ... bt den i smhw told her tt the one i miss is her... den ... she ...lik nth happen barhx... probably she isn't aware of wad i was saying ... count tt lucky???

den me part wif Teck Wai lerhx den go hm lerhx... super bored..whole day doing nth ... mayb Teck Wai was right ... slping is the best cure 2 boredom ...

hais... the oni thing which was gd tuday ... i think ... shud b tt she called me n asked me qn ... bt i duno wad is tt... hais...

den ... she went online... seemed lik v hpy tu chat wif him ... so i shudn't disturb her barhx... n indeed fer bout an hour or more... didn't chat wif her... bt den i still can't bear it n ask her if she's going tu offline ... den she tell me tt she hardly have any words wif "him"

tt's so pathetic ... bt den ... hais ...

smtimes i really hope she is aware of my feelings fer her... bt smtimes i rather she doesn't ...

bt i do really wish tu noe if she is aware of my feeling tuwards her... hais...

dun even noe hw 2 approach her properly lerhx...

n jomelle ... nort sure wad happen tu her... bt smth seemed tu happened ... hope she is hpy wif her life barhx...bt after all ... she's unforgetable...fer leaving me a scar... nort sure hw 2 approach her as well ...

hope tu noe... hope anyone can tell me ... if she is aware of my feelings fer her... if i noe den at least i noe wad tu do ... cuz if she's aware... i will try tu avoid her barhx... bt if nort ... i can still gt closer in the form of a close fren ... den try making her hpy ... as long as i can do tt fer her... i think i will b doing my part lerhx...

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